If I were to mention the names of the disciples and ask you to write down the first word that came to your mind, we could have a variety of responses for all the disciples but one. If I mention the word Thomas, there is little question about the word most everyone would write down. It would be the word doubt. Indeed, so closely have we associated Thomas with this word, that we have coined a phrase to describe him: “Doubting Thomas.”
You may be interested to know that in the first three gospels we are told absolutely nothing at all about Thomas. It is in John’s Gospel that he emerges as a distinct personality, but even then there are only 155 words about him. There is not a lot about this disciple in the Bible but there is more than one description.
When Jesus turned his face toward Jerusalem the disciples thought that it would be certain death for all of them. Surprisingly, it was Thomas who said: Then let us go so that we may die with him. It was a courageous statement, yet we don’t remember him for that. We also fail to point out that in this story of Thomas’ doubt we have the one place in the all the Gospels where the Divinity of Christ is bluntly and unequivocally stated. Isn’t it interesting that the story giving Thomas his infamous nickname, is the same story that has Thomas making an earth-shattering confession of faith? Look at his confession, “My Lord, and my God.” Not teacher. Not Lord. Not Messiah. But God! It is the only place where Jesus is called God without qualification of any kind. It is uttered with conviction. You are my Lord and my God! These are certainly not the words of a doubter.
Unfortunately history has remembered him for this scene where the resurrected Christ made an appearance to the disciples in a home in Jerusalem. Thomas was not present and when he heard about the event he refused to believe it. Thomas said: “Unless I feel the nail prints in his hands I will not believe.”
Notice that Thomas had separated himself from the disciples and therefore, in his solitude, missed the resurrection appearance. Could it be that John is suggesting to us that Christ appears most often within the community of believers that we call the church?
Consider the possibility that when we separate ourselves from the church we take a chance on missing his unique presence. Let’s take a lesson from Thomas and hold firmly to our convictions while staying near others in Christian fellowship. From that position we can easily shout to all our unwavering confession: “You are my Lord and God!”
Your Friend In Faith,